have you every wondered what life would be like had you not made the decisions that you made? or if you decided to go down the path that's less travelled versus the one that you go on each and everytime?
how different would your life be? i'm at a cross road in my life once again. some people think that i'm plain nuts for doing so many things at the same time. but i think it's just a way for me to cope with things in my life. currently, i work full time for a financial company and i go to school full time (according to my school) and i just recently applied for a p/t position job to work when i'm not in school or at my full time job! crazy eh?
i feel like i have to accomplish so many things in such a short period of time. i'm turning 26 years old in 6 days and i feel like i haven't done anything in my life. i remember a few years ago, i thought that i had finally found my prince but in reality i only found a frog. i had hoped to be married by the time that i was 26 and in a couple of years start a family. well, i believe that wasn't for me at the time and possibly i had to do other things in my life before i could settle down. but now, i'm so anxious and as much as i try to be patience i can't help but get all fidgety.
well, i'm sure that whatever God has in store of me...he's just preparing me so that when it comes along, i will learn to appreciate it even more so.
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