Wow, it's been such a long time since I blogged in here. Got so caught and busy with work that I hardly had time to come by. Nothing much has happened significantly since I last blogged. Same old stuff...just a different day.

I just got back from taking a bit of a break from the usual routine. Went away to Mt. Tremblant with some friends. I had an amazing time. Definitely one of my best trips I've taken in the last 5 years! We didn't even want to go home just yet neither.

Anyhoo, I've once again been doing alot of soul searching and trying to sort things out in my life. I've discovered along the way again, the type of person that I would like to date...possibly even see myself settling with. I want someone who I can talk with...joke with...and be serious with. I want a gentleman that will open the car door for me or hold the door open for me. I want someone who will spoil me with simple things...like a quick back rub, running their fingers through my hair or even just rubbing my arm to help me fall asleep. I'm not asking for perfection...I'm just looking for just right. I'm looking for someone who will go out of their way to try and make my day even if it's just sending me a quick handwritten note to say he misses me.

I want to be someone who will stay true to themselves and will appreciate me for me...and not want to change me in any way except if it's for the better. I want to feel the sparks in the palm of my hand even if we just hold each other's hands. I want to be able to sit in silence and enjoy each other's company.

"I want you to want me

I need you to need me

I'd love you to love me

I'm begging you to beg me"