understanding

So, I'm blogging a bit early when I should be getting ready for work. I'm just tired...tired of everything. Not even physically tired but emotionally and psychologically drained. I'm not impressed with the indirect guilt trips, or shots at me. I'm not perfect I understand that. But all I'm asking for is just a little bit of understanding. Try to understand my side of the situation. I've looked at all angles of the situation and I understand your side. But if the tables were turned would I be understanding? Of course I would be.

I just want to give up...not care about my dreams, my aspirations, my hopes for a better life. For what?? Just to please everyone. But I'm so tired of having to please everyone. I want to make MY own decisions, MY own choices and worry about ME! I'm trying not to let my day be ruined but I can't help it.

Thanks to those who have listened to me vent since last night and have understood me. You guys are always there when I need that shoulder to turn to and that ear to listen to me. I'm sorry for being such a Princess! lols